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NHz=> "Ghosting" a loved-one sans any notice really by my studies suggests a streak of sadism from a narcissist; so then learn`ed on these characterological nodes, I feel I must protect myself-- let the care stay in this (I say again) social vacuum... I shall never forget you, shall like you, despite looming hints that all the 'usuals' that can at worst come out of a mad manicD/bipolar woman could make my will-ever-be-DANGER-now DETACHED LOVE 'TILL... ' AS IFF THERE EVERNOW WILL HAVE BEEN SUCH A 'TILL' OF HELLO-AGAIN SHAKE YOU I CANNOT: BUT QUITE QUITE EASILY YOU COULD ENDANGER ME WITH SOME LIE (SAY 'STALKING'-- OK NOW HOW-THAT WHEN I AM SO CAREFUL, ESPECIALLY TO RENDER YOU RESPECT-- AND GREAT CARE LONGER-LONGER-THAN-EVER-DISTANCE.)

 Nancy=> Almost with no variation at all, I have NEVER breached your expressed preferences for me regarding you or your living-circumstances; what if anything I know re you/yours goes absolutely no further than what legitimate query online can bring AND I SHALL NEVER ACT  ON THAT LEGITIMATELY-GAINED INFORMATION... BUT You did about the time of your return from Caribbean vacation and astonishingly communicated-no-more from what had been, actually, a pretty loving relationship in which I would have been and will ever have been completely satisfied with a no-physics friendship/phone-buddy-thing;  THIS ENDURING SILENCE of about 1/3 of 2024 IS your perfect choice-- but cumulatively the Googled stuff I get about you-- apart from being suggestive of 'mad' living and yes what seem bizarre social circumstances-- making me only worry that (as 'we' bipolars do from time to time) FLIP OUT... My CARE for the gentle lady who was a pal in intimacy for now two years back abides; yet...
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NancyNymph! This day is Sunday: this one day free to explore what you say is OK-- to put eggs in my love-basket besides YouWonderWoman. I shall go again to the 1st Unitarian Church, between here the Public library and the coffee [queer] co-op--maybe the glad eyeing women (mostly our age, mostly populating the venue) ...I don't think GeriM will ever get the passion 4U that cannot be cauterized-- even now-- from my Being utterly only for you. She seems to soulfully-augur to be the Lesbian who will 'take me in to the Sisterhood,' teach me better woman-lessons... Fuk? ... I don't feel that, does she, how will that work? I innately just want to be monogamous, but as you know I want to be cuked, fuked-over feels good. We shall just have to see, Nancy, if ever I will fuk another but ?you?when?how?... but I feel you sometimes, which is the only joy I need... You have been my POEM for two years, that shall abide ;-)

 O My Earthquake! NancyMyNoneOther! The THOUGHT of you is high-octane, please believe that you have been fueling most of my inspirations and drives for now fully two years, a nothing-but-otherwise cluster of thoughts... Gestaltic of powerful conclusion for me-drive. This day is Sunday: this one day free to explore what you say is OK-- to put eggs in my love-basket besides YouWonderWoman. I shall go again to the 1st Unitarian Church, between here the Public  library and the coffee [queer] co-op--maybe the glad  eyeing women (mostly our age, mostly populating the venue) YET THERE ARE 'USUAL CONSTRAINTS'--I have NEVER had luck in 'getting' love; now as I am woman there seems a paradoxical effect in lots of women-- betimes to reject-me-out-of-hand, otherwise to stimulate a glad-eye warm-U-are-OK near 'icebreaking.' Still, I do not commonly get loved, and-- please acknowledge-- something happens for loves to terminate-- in general this is truism-- for me O LoveOutThe...
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NANCY FREE LOVING NOT ME, METHINKS HAPPILY [ POEM 4U AT BEDTIME :-) ]

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  BY NOW I KNOW YOU KNOW HOW TRUE THIS IS: I LOVE WHEN YOU LOVE MEN, ME-TRANSCEND
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LADY MAYBE ?LAID? FREE MY SHE BEING LOVE-LY...NE'ER AGAIN I PRAY THAT LAIDY LOVED THAT.A.WAY WANTS TO AGAIN THINK O'ME, MAID MADE MANLESS SO TO BLESS HER EROS-BLISS

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I Hope NOW, Friday 2024.7.19 You have HotDate Tonight, Wild Weekend, My Joy at this Juncture almost Only Finds Peace by What is 'Climactic' 4U ;-)

 I have pleasures... With no substance but hopes and guesses,as now Friday night July19  I hope you as ever always get 'climactic' on Fri Sat Sun... makes me feel GREAT just the thought... In 'polyamory,' Love, you should know by now that cis-men (and especially trans-women as I am) usually have challenges in attracting what are crazily called 'dates'-- I think at the Old Louisville Coffee Co Op, I will get successful, with some hot glances and glad eyes that I am-- doubtlessly basally connected-- that I am Sissy. I am, I think, more physically attractive than ever prior-- as woman. GeriM definitely does a little more to make moves on me than 'straight' for an administrator in the Dean/Students office, but somehow her fondness to me is of a different kind of 'overture,' likely colored by a number of decades with now-remitted leukimia; she never quite got out of being ensconced Southern Baptist, probably has 'expectations' of me that diffe...
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hear-here a dog-poet's gutsgurgle=> How will I ever find a Luv whose common interests are-- SO CLOSE TO MINE... HOW I SAY CAN I 'SHAKE' YOU??? HOW?

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 Nancy, FriendFeltFancily! KNOW that offline , in scribbled writs, a rather doggerel verse such as the 'convicted' make in jailcells-rejected, know I say that off/on of frequence I have 'sung ' to you in tones that you were not intended to 'hear,' as my wounded inner-voice the instant stinging from this year March 13 (lesserly from April 16) about OneStunned who quivers at the thought of you, utterly by all scenery never to be now addressed -- a discomfort-- a 'peace-disturbance,' an annoyance... O Nancy I think we both know that I would feel utterly fulfilled to brim, needing no more than that we chat as 'pals' again. NOW the usual maniac in me, the motormouth, will convey, time to time, a note-from-the-notes of one ghost of Thine... I fear I fear over-other-wise communicating to you, albeit IFF you look these 'secret' blogged sentences to you-- of which I have only faint maybe hints time to time-- then MAYBE THERE WILL BE A SOMEDAY SOME...
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I love to think of you, your freedoms, your erotic fullpower as womb-an O ILY... BE SURE TO GIVE MEN YOU MASSAGE A 'HAPPY ENDING' EVERY TIME ;-)

 O My Thrill, NHz FluffyFlower Wildflower @ 9pm my time I text-messaged U to these intents: OOO U exite, for two years I have quivered at the thought of U, I want to worship U 4ever ... I went to the Old Louisvill Coffee Co Op tonight in a floral full dress of which women gave many glad-eye compliments  (fems who may look there for  a sissy unoperated, with 'the hot equippage between the leggs ;-)'-- they have a CoOp clothing give-away, and I got a pretty floral skirt and top-- freebies... several transwomen showed there @ 'Kink' meetup; yet to me a trans woman with 'receding hairline or bald is ugh not my lot with full hair. You indeed have been my uttermost excitement... I love to think of you, your freedoms, your erotic full power as womb-an O ILY... BE SURE TO GIVE MEN YOU MASSAGE A 'HAPPY ENDING' EVERY TIME
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