NancyNymph! This day is Sunday: this one day free to explore what you say is OK-- to put eggs in my love-basket besides YouWonderWoman. I shall go again to the 1st Unitarian Church, between here the Public library and the coffee [queer] co-op--maybe the glad eyeing women (mostly our age, mostly populating the venue) ...I don't think GeriM will ever get the passion 4U that cannot be cauterized-- even now-- from my Being utterly only for you. She seems to soulfully-augur to be the Lesbian who will 'take me in to the Sisterhood,' teach me better woman-lessons... Fuk? ... I don't feel that, does she, how will that work? I innately just want to be monogamous, but as you know I want to be cuked, fuked-over feels good. We shall just have to see, Nancy, if ever I will fuk another but ?you?when?how?... but I feel you sometimes, which is the only joy I need... You have been my POEM for two years, that shall abide ;-)

 O My Earthquake! NancyMyNoneOther! The THOUGHT of you is high-octane, please believe that you have been fueling most of my inspirations and drives for now fully two years, a nothing-but-otherwise cluster of thoughts... Gestaltic of powerful conclusion for me-drive.

This day is Sunday: this one day free to explore what you say is OK-- to put eggs in my love-basket besides YouWonderWoman. I shall go again to the 1st Unitarian Church, between here the Public library and the coffee [queer] co-op--maybe the glad  eyeing women (mostly our age, mostly populating the venue) YET THERE ARE 'USUAL CONSTRAINTS'--I have NEVER had luck in 'getting' love; now as I am woman there seems a paradoxical effect in lots of women-- betimes to reject-me-out-of-hand, otherwise to stimulate a glad-eye warm-U-are-OK near 'icebreaking.' Still, I do not commonly get loved, and-- please acknowledge-- something happens for loves to terminate-- in general this is truism-- for me O LoveOutThere!-- I am always the GOODBYE GURL ;-)

LadyMyFire! I think love is 'charismatic' a matter that no cis-male can 'hustle' or 'seduce' into Being; at present it is true, has been well established in my character-- TO LOVE IT WHEN MY NOW-BELOVED-SHE GIVES ALL VISAGE OF LOVING SOME MAN-- THAT MAN ME AFTER THE 'FIRE BURNS OUT' IN MY ETHOS IS MADE JUBILANT THAT I SENSE THY LOVE HAS THE EROTIC POWER TO SATE A MAN OTHER-THAN-ME [I HAVE NEVER TOLD YOU OTHERWISE, I ALWAYS DID TELL YOU TO 'FOOL AROUND' AND ENJOY WITH NO CONCERN FOR THE 'ME' BACK THERE-- WHEN IT IS ALWAYS BEST IF YOU CAN'T BE WITH THE ONE YOU LOVE, LOVE THE ONE YOU'RE WITH...

I don't think GeriM will ever get the passion 4U that cannot be cauterized-- even now-- from my Being utterly only for you. She seems to soulfully-augur to be the Lesbian who will 'take me in to the Sisterhood,' teach me better woman-lessons... Fuk? ... I don't feel that, does she, how will that work? I innately just want to be monogamous, but as you know I want to be cuked, fuked-over feels good. We shall just have to see, Nancy, if ever I will fuk another but ?you?when?how?... but I feel you sometimes, which is the only joy I need... You have been my POEM for two years, that shall abide ;-)

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