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NHz=> "Ghosting" a loved-one sans any notice really by my studies suggests a streak of sadism from a narcissist; so then learn`ed on these characterological nodes, I feel I must protect myself-- let the care stay in this (I say again) social vacuum... I shall never forget you, shall like you, despite looming hints that all the 'usuals' that can at worst come out of a mad manicD/bipolar woman could make my will-ever-be-DANGER-now DETACHED LOVE 'TILL... ' AS IFF THERE EVERNOW WILL HAVE BEEN SUCH A 'TILL' OF HELLO-AGAIN SHAKE YOU I CANNOT: BUT QUITE QUITE EASILY YOU COULD ENDANGER ME WITH SOME LIE (SAY 'STALKING'-- OK NOW HOW-THAT WHEN I AM SO CAREFUL, ESPECIALLY TO RENDER YOU RESPECT-- AND GREAT CARE LONGER-LONGER-THAN-EVER-DISTANCE.)

 Nancy=> Almost with no variation at all, I have NEVER breached your expressed preferences for me regarding you or your living-circumstances; what if anything I know re you/yours goes absolutely no further than what legitimate query online can bring AND I SHALL NEVER ACT  ON THAT LEGITIMATELY-GAINED INFORMATION... BUT You did about the time of your return from Caribbean vacation and astonishingly communicated-no-more from what had been, actually, a pretty loving relationship in which I would have been and will ever have been completely satisfied with a no-physics friendship/phone-buddy-thing;  THIS ENDURING SILENCE of about 1/3 of 2024 IS your perfect choice-- but cumulatively the Googled stuff I get about you-- apart from being suggestive of 'mad' living and yes what seem bizarre social circumstances-- making me only worry that (as 'we' bipolars do from time to time) FLIP OUT... My CARE for the gentle lady who was a pal in intimacy for now two years back abides; yet...
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How in the name of Truth might you ever try a 'blockage' on the claim that I STALK you? I do guess, Lady-Most, that my continued LOVE (a reality) for you is legally OK, and no I have not but for 8 direct counted notes to you since May 31 of this year ACTED TO DO OTHER THAN TRY KISS&MAKE-UP GAMBITS. It would appear though that VERY TAUNT is the seeming hiatus betwixt us: my love-yes-real seems prudent to even think of you (my RealMentalPresence) to regard you with something approximating fear/trepidation/?terror?

 Since 2024.3.13, then especially since 2024.4.16, it has been awful: at a level close to veneration of you, and with great incomprehension, on 'nothingness' of information, I have REALLY WITH DEFERENCE tried not to bother you, a 'Siren-challenge' because I soul-esteemed you as friend, a friend whose given two years of OK to me made me like chatting with you at the fundamental level: it is not the case at all that this liking had any 'agenda,' yes to the extent that my love for you would entirely be satisfied if we were 'phone buddies.' Loss. The-no-evident-reason-why silent treatment, which others told me is called ghosting, seems granite-hard real... To wit then, I have not phoned you from respect, have tried to keep my texts otherwise to you of the-lets-kiss-make-up sort, but the no-response so puzzling for me with no understanding just to me demands circumspection, if not a paranoia that for no guessable reason you hate or come so close to hate for m...
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