quite simply you want no contact, and are emphatically not interested-- as if you ever really were-- in pursuit of a friendship with me. OK

 Rose! Wildflower! You still excite my imagination! I love you without diminution 'exactly the same'; the joy you have afforded me, deep joy, prays but for your peace... I keep you constantly in mind... I 'worship' you as free, empowered, all that fills my empty places has been a bloom of appreciation that will not WILT!!! 'IT' YOU KNOW HAS BEEN ABOUT A MONTH <THE PASSION WILL ABIDE, I GUARANTEE, INTO A SPAN OF 'MOONS' UNCOUNTABLE! :-) > [phone text to νηζ on 2024.6.12pm~4]

The passion will abide, of that I am sure: but Nancy RESPECT demands that forcably I need NOT TO MESSAGE YOU AGAIN; this last note does say I FEEL but I can assess how you feel, perhaps with less directness, by the immensely long strand of "0 Response" to my admittedly many missives to you, a-begging for kiss/make-up forgiveness-- quite simply you want no contact, and are emphatically not interested-- as if you ever really were-- in pursuit of a friendship with me.

OK I think I have ALWAYS  accepted that, HOPE only getting in the way of heeding your wish-- quite honorable though deeply hurtful to me-- to G'Bye. The 'devil' in me however, utterly due to the horrid one-life-one-wife-syndrome for male/female relationships has crippled me veritably-- I keep 'coming back' when there is not a 'back' to which return is POSSIBLE.

You did absolutely nothing wrong! I affirm that you seem absolutely in-the-right by feminist standards to 'drop me,' even as this IS now, to 'just ghost Bye Bye 4Ever'; 

In my response, I indeed have NOT RESPECTED Bye Bye 4Ever; I don't know how many times I have tried/accomplished messaging you in the frozen 3 month silence from 2024.3.13pm9, but only with SHAME must I now regard this tendency-made-too-too-too-habitual.

BUT you-know! I am highly expressive (to my own detriment per usual); O IFF I CAN, PUSH MUST I TO DESIST; INDEED I WANT WHAT YOU SAY YOU WANT-- A PEACE WHICH I DO NOT GIVE YOU-- ALMOST ENTIRELY UNCLEAR TO ME.

GHOST-THOU-HAST-ME-HAUNTED!!!!!!! Now the verse and dance of me2U-- while still] craving denoement [its own Peace] will here-- PLEASE DO NOT 'PEEP' AS PER MY NOT-EVIDENCE BUT GOTTEN-HINT-- AND IN THIS JOURNAL-- GIVEN PRIVACY--

WILL WIZEN... I AM SO TRYING TO SAY

SORRY BYE-RIGHT-BACK ?PERIOD? O GOD HELP!!! I AM DOING SO WRONGLY YES G'BYE!!

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