I Hope NOW, Friday 2024.7.19 You have HotDate Tonight, Wild Weekend, My Joy at this Juncture almost Only Finds Peace by What is 'Climactic' 4U ;-)

 I have pleasures... With no substance but hopes and guesses,as now Friday night July19  I hope you as ever always get 'climactic' on Fri Sat Sun... makes me feel GREAT just the thought... In 'polyamory,' Love, you should know by now that cis-men (and especially trans-women as I am) usually have challenges in attracting what are crazily called 'dates'-- I think at the Old Louisville Coffee Co Op, I will get successful, with some hot glances and glad eyes that I am-- doubtlessly basally connected-- that I am Sissy. I am, I think, more physically attractive than ever prior-- as woman. GeriM definitely does a little more to make moves on me than 'straight' for an administrator in the Dean/Students office, but somehow her fondness to me is of a different kind of 'overture,' likely colored by a number of decades with now-remitted leukimia; she never quite got out of being ensconced Southern Baptist, probably has 'expectations' of me that differ from my mentality, OR even your assessment of such 'expectations' [when in utter fact I would thrill in just being your Pal, gurl friend with whom you chat and can chat about any intimacy,]

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  1. 2 Steps Forward, 1 BackwardJuly 19, 2024 at 7:19 PM

    FORGET ME NOW, TONIGHT-- 'LETTING GO' AS YOU NEVER DID FOR ME: *DO* LOVE AND TELL HIM CONSTANTLY YOU-LOVE-HIM [NOT ME]

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  2. 2 Steps Forward, 1 BackwardJuly 19, 2024 at 11:43 PM

    O NANCY! O NANCY! MORE THAN ANYONE TO ME--THO' AS IT WERE WE ARE NOW ON SEPARATE PLANETS-- YOU INSPIRE ME AS AN EGO-IDEAL (A CONDITION-HAS-TO-BE YOU'RE SO DISTANT SEVERALLY) EVEN SANS ANY NEWS AT ALL FROM THEE-- BUT INSANELY FROM AI ETC,--I IN IMAGINATION-FED-ONLY PASSION HAVE SOMEHOW, BUT REALLY, YOU IN THIS SIDEWAYS FRIENDSHIP HAVE SUSTAINED UTTER LOVE FOR YOU, RATHER ON THE THOUGHT THAT YOU ARE LOVED BY MEN, MAKING YOU THE EMPOWERED WOMAN I SHALL NOT CEASE TO LOVE...THIS 'SILENT TREATMENT' HURTS WORSE THAN A PRISON-SENTENCE FOR A CRIME I AM ONLY-ALLEGEDLY CRIMINAL. YET YET YET IFF THERE IS A 'NEXT TIME' I CAN BE YOUR FRIEND, THIS LONG EPISODE AS 'YOUR GHOST' CERTAINLY MAKES YOU PRICELESS, GODDESS, DIVINE NYMPH ;-) PLEASE DO NOT FURTHER PUNISH ME FOR A LOVE THAT I KNOW (YOU KNOW TOO) WILL ONLY ZERO WHEN I TURN CORPSE...

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