? Nancy Fancied by Men! I in Ecstasy and OneUnsolicited Txt IMAGINED Thy Luvs! NHz, perchance soon 2B a Mrs. or Ms to a colorful man, not me please: When you went to Belize March 2-10 I was naught but hopeful that you would multiply, in the works of the late Jimmy Hendrix "be Experienced" [dig-- and likely you got experienced, just please not for the first time ;-)] I have always loved it when my loves "fooled around"-- and maybe you did fool around-- but like my Ex and the Canadian girlfriend of 1968-1971 [Ellen [n`ee] Cail of Winnipeg, Nurse like Thee ;-)]as fooleraround did not tell me about what FUN it must have felt to look down copulating and see BlacknessInOutYou; I of course have fondly wanted to be TOLD about the fooling so that I can REALLY FEEL You's doing the right thing and forgetting at least for the time that I happy bliss ever existed-- your message to this point in funning @Belize was specifically NO MESSAGES!!! OK! THEN TO BE GHOSTED! Goodby...
This is so-clearly true: I cannot given my acquaintance of you, bipolar hiker camper, 'wildflower,' rid you from my consciouseness, cannot 'shake' you as the saying goes. Some stubborn elements that for you may be lethally-discomforting-- let's say hope and the sense-maybe-possibility-- keep me thinking of you... In point of fact, I know that from the first moment of this silence/'ghosting' anger has never been how my thoughts of you occur: you stay 'special' and this in all seems best to mean let-you-go the way you have chosen... I think this will not be 'stalking' if I violate especially by over-messaging my orientation toward you... I want you to always be loved... Maybe you are getting love communally at 959 Imperial Point Drive, Ballwin/Manchester MO; that seems OK and utterly plausible. I must have the dead-reckoning that perhaps I as jejeune phone buddy was to you a relation that 'was not going anywhere,' and all-along let...
Does it not feel great to love a (Blak?) man, not me-- tell you love only Him!!!!
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