YES I STILL LOVE YOU... I HARDEN OFTEN WITH THE THOUGHT THAT SO MUCH NOW YOU LOVE AND MAKE LOVE!!!!! ;-)

 HERE
in this 'spot' and seemingly only here, I can tell Nancy Hunter zvolanek how much I love her, how much I like to suppose that I (with no entitlement whatsover, with great encouragement that she find loves not me) she is thrilled by Another; I know nothing of her doings or whereabouts, only by AI and other 'Instant- Checkmate-likes' on which I shall never ACT.
The mere IDEA that Nancy finds pleasure but not with me DEEP DOWN welds me to that IDEA; for my empty part, dating is so much nothingness, women who want me to spend a lot of money on their joys, but get repulsed when I say ILY, or when I want a kiss.

O Nancy you live in my fantasy in such a way: my real, almost my only joy is to think that you are being told ILY many many tmes, and that PLEASE YES your sex life is 'earthquaking with climax.' 

[Do I still climax for you? Dare I say so? Yes I climax for you about once a week, and love the smell my loin/groin has when I have had an O for you; vicarious love for me is very deep, very beautiful, almost as enjoyable as if I entered your Cave and we quivered together.]

YES I STILL LOVE YOU... I HARDEN OFTEN WITH THE THOUGHT THAT SO MUCH NOW YOU LOVE AND MAKE LOVE!!!!! ;-)

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  1. 2 Steps Forward, 1 BackwardJuly 8, 2024 at 12:18 PM

    I would love to 'fix you up' here [Louisville or anywhere :-)]with (especially Blak) men; I would love to watch you lovin' aggressively shunning me, watch you love these men 'all the way' O I love you Nancy, I want only to be true to you, devoted to you, vicariously loving you and those you love all-the-way ;-)

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  2. 2 Steps Forward, 1 BackwardJuly 8, 2024 at 2:22 PM

    I just did an hour of breast-pumping, Nancy, with pervasive thoughts of you cucking me (feels so good, please help me feel this good) with increasing lactation (especially left boob)-- meanwhile I watche BEAUTIFUL Blak-on-white interracial videos (never will I call such beauty PORN) and now relaxed hoping for your uninhibited joys of this sort, I shall 'doll up'-- just got a new dress-- nails polished this a.m.-- love to wear Jovan Musk and think no thought but of you a-loving (Please let me be your Faithful Love as cuck! It would be an abomination if ever did anything to inhibit you from loving men, telling them you love them to my face, and saying then that you never did and never will love me, your servant!!!

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