NHz=> "Ghosting" a loved-one sans any notice really by my studies suggests a streak of sadism from a narcissist; so then learn`ed on these characterological nodes, I feel I must protect myself-- let the care stay in this (I say again) social vacuum... I shall never forget you, shall like you, despite looming hints that all the 'usuals' that can at worst come out of a mad manicD/bipolar woman could make my will-ever-be-DANGER-now DETACHED LOVE 'TILL... ' AS IFF THERE EVERNOW WILL HAVE BEEN SUCH A 'TILL' OF HELLO-AGAIN SHAKE YOU I CANNOT: BUT QUITE QUITE EASILY YOU COULD ENDANGER ME WITH SOME LIE (SAY 'STALKING'-- OK NOW HOW-THAT WHEN I AM SO CAREFUL, ESPECIALLY TO RENDER YOU RESPECT-- AND GREAT CARE LONGER-LONGER-THAN-EVER-DISTANCE.)

 Nancy=>

Almost with no variation at all, I have NEVER breached your expressed preferences for me regarding you or your living-circumstances; what if anything I know re you/yours goes absolutely no further than what legitimate query online can bring AND I SHALL NEVER ACT ON THAT LEGITIMATELY-GAINED INFORMATION...

BUT

You did about the time of your return from Caribbean vacation and astonishingly communicated-no-more from what had been, actually, a pretty loving relationship in which I would have been and will ever have been completely satisfied with a no-physics friendship/phone-buddy-thing;

 THIS ENDURING SILENCE of about 1/3 of 2024 IS your perfect choice-- but cumulatively the Googled stuff I get about you-- apart from being suggestive of 'mad' living and yes what seem bizarre social circumstances-- making me only worry that (as 'we' bipolars do from time to time) FLIP OUT...

My CARE for the gentle lady who was a pal in intimacy for now two years back abides; yet knowing your rights and my sole drive to respect you leave me-- STILL-- inert in what seems your vacuum-- of which status all I wit is that INEXPLICABLY (opposite my motives) I make you uncomfortable, and peace from that discomfort you try to effect by being 'separate.'

My suffering-- I suppose you know with no mystery-- has been immense, untellably awful BUT

THE PAIN OF MONTHS-4-NOW DIMINISHES. I think I shall-- knowing what a 'jaundiced' female can stir even unto the criminal-sanction-- will just freeze/keep me in this vacuum of no understood meaning for a one for whom I am so fond (deep as soul)...

I have a great sense of peril re you, NHz-- too easily you might charge that I am (how?) intruding on your life, when actually I am just CONCERNED as was always the case about your elan... And abidingly have tried hard to merely leave-here-- digitally on Web that YOU must find what is ADDRESS TO YOU BUT UTTERLY WITH/OF AMBIGUOUS I.D. OF YOUR PERSON-- WRIT IN EMOTION-TONE THAT WILL DELETE WHAT DOES NOT SEEM POSITIVE NOT-BITTER, YET...

"Ghosting" a loved-one sans any notice really by my studies suggests a streak of sadism from a narcissist; so then learn`ed on these characterological nodes, I feel I must protect myself-- let the care stay in this (I say again) social vacuum...

I shall never forget you, shall like you, despite looming hints that all the 'usuals' that can at worst come out of a mad manicD/bipolar woman could make my will-ever-be-DANGER-now DETACHED LOVE 'TILL... ' AS IFF THERE EVERNOW WILL HAVE BEEN SUCH A 'TILL' OF HELLO-AGAIN

SHAKE YOU I CANNOT: BUT QUITE QUITE EASILY YOU COULD ENDANGER ME WITH SOME LIE (SAY 'STALKING'-- OK NOW HOW-THAT WHEN I AM SO CAREFUL, ESPECIALLY TO RENDER YOU RESPECT-- AND GREAT CARE LONGER-LONGER-THAN-EVER-DISTANCE.)